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LIFE

by BoyuanP

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1.
Life is a cycle, and we are always restarting. Don't worry, it's just a Mobius ring. All right,just let the show begin now. Because The End is Never The end 你说 我说 他说 有人说 说是这么说 可做呢?却又是那么做 你问我他们说过什么? 想要听听吗? 有人说活着要过瘾 要自由 要尽兴 有人说活着要珍惜 要抓紧 要上进 有人说生命是本钱 要投资 要升值 有人说生命就只是一坨没有用的屎 有人说生命那么短暂不如发光发热 又有人说生命那么漫长不如过好生活 还有人说生命稍纵即逝不如尽情放纵 有人说何必放弃生命又何必这样做 有人走上天台 有人站上围栏 有人却选择了一跃而下终结生命的灿烂 有人跪在灵台 有人拼命哭喊 有人问为什么在这大好的年华放弃未来 有人叹这是命 有人说这是病 有人骂自杀就只是胆小鬼的自暴自弃 有人嘲他自卑 有人哀他无罪 有人在背后嚼着舌根都是无为的败类 有人站在塔顶 说世界公平无比 有人跪在塔底 说公平自在人心 有人坐在塔外 说人心肮脏无比 而有人躺在塔里 说肮脏的人就是你 有人高歌着胜利 有人推脱着失利 有人说着大家共同努力共同继续奋进 有人夸赞着功绩 有人掩盖着罪行 有人试图让一切化为灰烬 永无痕迹 有人举起了枪 说正义要被宣扬 有人放下了刀 说邪恶也需隐藏 有人扣下扳机 说自己无法逃避 有人却选择利用语言武器要置你于死地! 有人自以为牛x 上天入地样样行 结果只是一个戏精披着皮囊演独角戏 有人自认为不行 对自己轻言放弃 最后发现自己实力强过某些可怜的戏精 有人叹人心叵测 表里如一的不多 有人问为何戏精遍地反而真的没几个 有人偷偷去做贼 剽窃了别人的心血 事后却装作无辜一概不知一概不回 我很想问 这个社会到底怎么了 我很想问 这个世界到底怎么了 为何那些以前美好的事物不见了 是我的原因 还是世界的原因呢 生活是一个圈套 奉劝你小心点好 世界就是这样 只是你愿不愿意睁眼瞧 战争永远在发生 政客永远在斗争 反正平民百姓依旧过着日子 多安生 反正跟我没关系 反正他们高贵无比 反正世界已经把我抛弃我何必要在意 天堂关上了门 地狱却打开了门 与其在虚假天堂不如在地狱中永生
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RUDE 03:13
all the words come out of your mouth just like knives but you don't realize day and night keep hurting my heart you have said "I'm looking for fun" you told me something in the past you said oh my baby you're so naughty winner is always got by YOU! all the rules are SILLY LISTEN CAREFULLY lovely,beauty,I don't wanna care it maybe,might be,no one says exactly widely loudly but unfortunately I have known that no one like to love me lovely,beauty,I don't wanna care it maybe,might be,no one says exactly widely loudly but unfortunately I have known that no one like to love me all the words come out of your mouth just like knives but you don't realize day and night keep hurting my heart you have said "I'm looking for fun" you told me something in the past you said oh my baby you're so naughty winner is always got by YOU! all the rules are SILLY LISTEN CAREFULLY lovely,beauty,I don't wanna care it maybe,might be,no one says exactly widely loudly but unfortunately I have known that no one like to love me lovely,beauty,I don't wanna care it maybe,might be,no one says exactly widely loudly but unfortunately I have known that no one like to love me you told me something in the past you said oh my baby you're so naughty winner is always got by YOU! all the rules are SILLY LISTEN CAREFULLY lovely,beauty,I don't wanna care it maybe,might be,no one says exactly widely loudly but unfortunately I have known that no one like to love me lovely,beauty,I don't wanna care it maybe,might be,no one says exactly widely loudly but unfortunately I have known that no one like to love me yes,you've got but too late now never find any excuses for your fault you should know WHAT YOU'VE DONE!
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Memory 03:47
你对我说 要好好听话 还要快点长大 你的额头 生出了白发 是那样的无暇 我还不懂 该如何报答 摘下鲜艳的花 你的笑容 将我心融化 时间啊请停下 我不想看见 你的劳累 老化的脸 模糊的眼 我只想感受 你的喜悦 心中的誓言 独自默念 say woah woah woah woah woah woah 长大以后 我变得强大 能撑起这个家 你的身影 慢慢地倒下 不再精神焕发 我懂得了 该如何报答 亲吻你的脸颊 你的笑容 将我心融化 时间啊请停下 我不想看见 你的劳累 老化的脸 模糊的眼 我只想感受 你的喜悦 望着你笑容 放声高念 say woah woah woah woah woah woah 为人父母 无怨无悔 眼中尽是 他的最美 嘴上说的 心里不会 永远都是 为你准备 倒下了吗 太累了吗 就让我来 代替你吧 我已长大 不会迷茫 请你放心 笑一笑吧 我不想看见 你的劳累 老化的脸 模糊的眼 我只想感受 你的喜悦 望着你笑容 放声高念 say woah woah woah woah woah woah Translation: You told me to be good and obedient I'm going to grow up You have grey hair on your forehead It's that spotless I don't know how to repay Pick the bright flowers Your smile melted my heart Time please stop I don't want to see you tired An aging face with blurred eyes I just want to feel your joy Keep your vows to yourself say Woah woah woah woah Woah woah woah woah When I grow up, I become strong Can hold up this home Your figure fell slowly Lose one's marbles I learned how to repay Kiss you on the cheek Your smile melted my heart Time please stop I don't want to see you tired An aging face with blurred eyes I just want to feel your joy Read aloud as you smile say Woah woah woah woah Woah woah woah woah Parents have no regrets All his beauty was in his eyes The heart that speaks cannot It's always for you Are you down? Are you too tired Let me take your place I have grown up without confusion Please don't worry about laughing I don't want to see you tired An aging face with blurred eyes I just want to feel your joy Read aloud as you smile say Woah woah woah woah Woah woah woah woah
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睁开眼 距离地球几万光年 独自蜷缩在 孤独冰冷交织的茧 无数星辰流浪千年到达终点 陨落在天边 我向前 想要拨动你的心弦 想要挣脱孤寂一切 努力发出光芒渴望你能看见 我停留在这片孤独星海 仅残余对你的期待 流星划过天空弥留斑斓 填补黑夜空白 你会向着光芒伸出手吗 如同我的思念一般 歌声穿透夜的浩瀚 流浪遥远彼岸 想要触及你的视线 不顾一切地向前 倒数时间 睁开双眼 我伫立于这片静谧星海 维持着与你的羁绊 泪水融解真空化作尘埃 洗涤悲伤不安 你会回应卑微的许愿吗 如同我的祈祷一般 波浪漂流心的呼唤 跨越遥远彼岸 星光流浪路过无数森林海洋 不懈寻找属于它的愿望 终停驻在飘渺岸上 凝望彼方 我曾绽放光芒也曾折断翅膀 伤疤重叠凝成不朽勋章 直到来到你的身旁 散尽忧伤 我歌唱在这片温暖星海 从此永远不会离开 因为有你记得我的声音 我不会再孤单 你会愿意听着我的歌吗 如同我的心一般 星海不过渺小一段 我一直都在 你的身畔 Translation: Open your eyes It is tens of thousands of light years from earth Curl up alone The cocoon of loneliness and cold Countless stars have been wandering for thousands of years to reach the end Falling on the horizon I forward Want to pluck your heart strings Try to break free from loneliness Try to shine so you can see I stay in this lonely starry sea Only what is expected of you Meteors streaked across the sky Fill in the dark Would you reach out your hand to the light As I miss you Songs Pierce the vastness of the night vagabondage Want to reach your eyes Go ahead regardless Count down time to open your eyes I stand in this sea of quiet stars Maintain a bond with you The tears dissolved into dust Washing is sad and uneasy Do you respond to humble wishes Like my prayers The call of the heart beyond Starlight drifts through countless forests and oceans Keep looking for its desires At last it settled on the ethereal shore Gazing at piece I've been shining and I've broken my wings Scars on overlapping becomes immortal MEDALS Until you come to me Clears sadness I sing in this warm sea of stars Never ever leave Because you remember my voice I'm not alone anymore Will you listen to my song Like my heart The sea of stars is but a little I'm always there for you
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从百年之前 我坐在此处期望雨下 在你的眼中 是否看见倒映的晚霞 绝望的光芒 刺穿了什么无意义想法 还是说只因为如此就把你拖回原地 嘈杂喧哗 从千年之前 我留在此处悄悄观察 在你的手中 不思议奇迹发生了吗 对话结束后 大家就地解散各找各妈 你怎么能让时光就这样从手中流走 无需回答 Da da da la da~ 沉溺在黄泉之下 Da da da la da~ 借你双手你要不要啊? 哈? Cha- chain breaker Cha- chain breaker 别期待这目光 别期待这虚妄 Cha- chain breaker Cha- chain breaker 付出相应代价 继承沉重愿望 Cha- chain breaker Cha- chain breaker 挣脱所有捆绑 挣脱所有捆绑 要记住 你已经成为了那束光 从百年之前 我坐在此处期望雨下 在你的眼中 是否看见倒映的晚霞 绝望的光芒 刺穿了什么无意义想法 还是说只因为如此就把你拖回原地 嘈杂喧哗 从千年之前 我留在此处悄悄观察 在你的手中 不思议奇迹发生了吗 对话结束后 大家就地解散各找各妈 你怎么能让时光就这样从手中流走 【从现在开始作答!】 Da da da la da~ 追寻着你的脚步 Da da da la da~ 借你双手你要不要啊? 哈? 一次又一次地失望 一次又一次地失望 明明尽在咫尺却抓不住光 一次又一次地失望 一次又一次地失望 得到的只剩下我遍体鳞伤 一次又一次地失望 一次又一次地失望 什么时候才能逃离这地方 一次又一次地失望 一次又一次地失望 机会只剩下—— Cha- chain breaker Cha- chain breaker 别期待这目光 别期待这虚妄 Cha- chain breaker Cha- chain breaker 付出相应代价 继承沉重愿望 Cha- chain breaker Cha- chain breaker 挣脱所有捆绑 挣脱所有捆绑 要记住 你已经成为了那束光 Cha- chain breaker Cha- chain breaker Cha- chain breaker Cha- chain breaker Cha- chain breaker Cha- chain breaker Translation: From a hundred years ago I sat here expecting rain Do you see the reflection of the sunset in your eyes What senseless thoughts do the rays of despair Pierce Or does it just drag you back to where you are and make a lot of noise I stayed here a thousand years ago to observe Did an incredible miracle happen in your hands After the dialogue is over, we break up and find each mother How can you let time slip through your fingers like this Don't need to answer Da Da Da Da ~ Drowning in a dark spring Da Da Da Da ~ Do you want to borrow your hands? Huh? Cha-chain breaker cha-chain breaker Don't expect it. Don't expect it Cha-chain breaker cha-chain breaker Pay the price and inherit the heavy wish Cha-chain breaker cha-chain breaker Free from all ties free from all ties Remember that you are the light From a hundred years ago I sat here expecting rain Do you see the reflection of the sunset in your eyes What senseless thoughts do the rays of despair Pierce Or does it just drag you back to where you are and make a lot of noise I stayed here a thousand years ago to observe Did an incredible miracle happen in your hands After the dialogue is over, we break up and find each mother How can you let time slip through your fingers like this Start now! Da Da Da Da ~ Follow your steps Da Da Da Da ~ Do you want to borrow your hands? Huh? One disappointment after another one disappointment after another You can't catch the light when you're so close One disappointment after another one disappointment after another All I get is black and blue One disappointment after another one disappointment after another When will I be able to escape from this place One disappointment after another one disappointment after another All that remained was -- Cha-chain breaker cha-chain breaker Don't expect it. Don't expect it Cha-chain breaker cha-chain breaker Pay the price and inherit the heavy wish Cha-chain breaker cha-chain breaker Free from all ties free from all ties Remember that you are the light Cha-chain breaker cha-chain breaker Cha-chain breaker cha-chain breaker Cha-chain breaker cha-chain breaker
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Hello my world now I know 想说却又开不了口 只能迈开步轻轻走 眼神中流露着怯弱 woah 书香萦绕在我心中 翻一页书整个放空 我的情感有谁会懂 woah 你回味无穷的音容 时至今日 还在我心中 幻想 却回首 你又无影无踪 这一刻 即使不曾 刻在我心中 叫嚷 却失落 只能继续苟活 不敢面对 你说的一句一言 想要逃脱 这本虚伪的世界 你语出惊人的痛 一步一步逼迫怂恿 装作美好强撑笑容 Woah 那初次相见的面孔 时至今日 还在我心中 颓废 仍不甘 时时悲伤放纵 这一瞬 虽然难过 却泪流心中 叫嚷 却失落 只能继续苟活 不敢承受 你们的一句一言 不能放纵 日日虚拟的天空 你不以为然的痛 一步一步逼迫怂恿 即使艰辛仍露笑容 Woah 不经意间 转眼改变 心神俱碎 遥遥无期 无法继续 无法抗拒 我只不过 在被控制 戳破虚伪冲苍穹 不经意间 转眼改变 心神俱碎 遥遥无期 无法继续 无法抗拒 我只不过 在被控制 戳破虚伪冲苍穹 Translation: Hello my world now I know I tried to say but I couldn't Can only take a step lightly There was weakness in his eyes woah The fragrance of books haunts my heart Turn the page and leave the whole book empty Who knows my emotions woah You savor the volume today In my heart fantasy But look back You have vanished At this moment Even if not Etched in my heart shout But lost You just have to survive Don't dare to face what you say Want to escape this hypocritical world You're speaking with incredible pain Push and push Act nice and smile Woah The face that met for the first time today In my heart decadent Still unwilling Always sad and indulgent This moment Although sad But tears flow in my heart shout But lost You just have to survive I can't bear what you say Can not indulge day day virtual sky You don't think it hurts Push and push Smiles despite the hardships Woah Inadvertently changed the mind is broken forever Can't continue can't resist I'm just being controlled To Pierce the canopy of hypocrisy Inadvertently changed the mind is broken forever Can't continue can't resist I'm just being controlled To Pierce the canopy of hypocrisy
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Look at this Things became more annoying I’m not sure if it’s true what’s happening Who is wrong and who is right wondering If I’ve never met you would I be blest We’ve had enough We’ve done enough I might love you Did you do so I I can’t hold on I’ve broken down Why you left me alone Kiss me kiss me hug me hug me love me love my little sweetie Kiss me kiss me hug me hug me love my love why are you waiting Kiss me kiss me hug me hug me love me love my little sweetie Just look what you’ve said (yuk me) I don’t know how to face that you are gone Are you feeling the same You said you love me and I believed Then played tricks on me We’ve had enough We’ve done enough I might love you Did you do so I I can’t hold on I’ve broken down Why you left me alone Kiss me kiss me hug me hug me love me love my little sweetie Kiss me kiss me hug me hug me love my love why are you waiting Kiss me kiss me hug me hug me love me love my little sweetie Just look what you’ve said (yuk me) Maybe I’m the wrong one till now Smile with your fake love You’ve cut my heart into pieces And escape without a scratch I’ve had enough I’ve done enough I am just a joke that is so worthless I guess I’ve broken I guess I’ve lost Let’s see this wonderful story X3 Who cares who knows your shit lo-love Let’s see this wonderful story X3 Who cares who knows fake your lo-love Written by BoyuanP
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若世界只剩谎言 若周围失去安全 无人能给予最后的安慰 只有自己能对自己安慰 若世界没有誓言 若周围失去信念 无人能拥抱所谓的心念 只有自己能对自己欺骗 “独自一人陷入深渊自生自灭” 没有能够拯救自己的英雄 没有能够聆听自己的朋友 只有等待毁灭的孤独自我 追寻不应存在的虚无住所 不想再期盼天空的蔚蓝 不想再去看世界的灰暗 不想再唱响孤独的自白 对周围的一切只剩阴霾 唾弃践踏因果关联的安排 随手甩开没有自由的空白 厌世少女与世隔绝的姿态 无声宣告绝对自我的答案 对黑暗一无所知 对纯白无所事事 天经地义的日与夜轮回 不想解释黑与白的区别 “对着世界说声再见忘却妥协” 没有愿意拯救他人的自我 没有愿意聆听他人的自我 只有等待被唾弃不止的我 放弃接受过去的所有包容 请忘了我那自私的恶念 请忘了我那卑鄙的语言 请忘了我那虚假的誓言 所谓的梦魇本应被忘却 唾弃践踏毫无用处的败类 随手甩开感情泛滥的讽言 整个世界故作高傲的脸面 无声宣告绝对正确的决择 自私的梦魇放弃了世界 宽容的世界放弃了梦魇 天使忘记区别黑白世界 恶魔依然注视缤纷空间 自私的梦魇放弃了世界 宽容的世界放弃了梦魇 天使忘记区别黑白世界 恶魔依然注视缤纷空间 没有能够拯救自己的英雄/没有愿意拯救他人的自我 没有能够聆听自己的朋友/没有愿意聆听他人的自我 只有等待毁灭的孤独自我/只有等待被唾弃不止的我 追寻不应存在的虚无住所/放弃接受过去的所有包容 不想再期盼天空的蔚蓝/请忘了我那自私的恶念 不想再去看世界的灰暗/请忘了我那卑鄙的语言 不想再唱响孤独的自白/请忘了我那虚假的誓言 对周围的一切只剩阴霾/所谓的梦魇本应被忘却 唾弃践踏因果关联的安排 随手甩开没有自由的空白 厌世少女与世隔绝的姿态 无声宣告绝对自我 的 答 案 Translation: If the world only lies If there is no safety around No one can give final comfort Only you can comfort yourself If the world has no oath If you lose faith around you No one can embrace the so-called mind Only you can cheat yourself "To fall into the abyss and die alone." No hero can save himself No one can listen to their friends Only the lonely self waiting to be destroyed Seek the nihilistic abode that should not exist Do not want to look forward to the blue sky Do not want to see the world of gray No more lonely confessions It was cloudy all around Spurn the arrangement of causation Leave the blank without freedom The isolation of a world-weary girl Silence announces the absolute self answer I know nothing about the darkness Do nothing to the pure white The cycle of days and nights I don't want to explain the difference between black and white "Say goodbye to the world forget about compromise" Not being willing to save other people's selves You don't want to listen to other people's selves Only waiting for someone to spit on me Give up all acceptance of the past Please forget my selfish, evil thoughts Please forget my vile language Please forget my false oath The so-called nightmare should be forgotten Spurn and trample on useless scum Free from the sarcasm of overflowing emotion The whole world is a pretentious face A silent declaration of an absolute right choice The selfish nightmare gave up the world The tolerant world has abandoned the nightmare Angels forget to distinguish between black and white worlds The devil still stares into space The selfish nightmare gave up the world The tolerant world has abandoned the nightmare Angels forget to distinguish between black and white worlds The devil still stares into space No hero can save himself/no self willing to save another Not being able to listen to your friends/not being willing to listen to others There is only the lonely self waiting to be destroyed/only me waiting to be spurned Search for nihilistic dwellings that should not exist/give up all acceptance of the past Don't want to look forward to the blue of the sky Don't want to see the world gray again/please forget my mean language Don't want to sing lonely confessions/forget my false vows All that remains of the shadow/the nightmare should be forgotten Spurn the arrangement of causation Leave the blank without freedom The isolation of a world-weary girl Silence announces the absolute self answer

about

What is life?
A simple glass of water?
A strong glass of wine?
Is it the warmth of the day?
Or cold at night?
Do you have an answer?

There is more than one face, so is life.
We're still exploring life, sensing it.
Each side has different answers, different people, different things.
Light or dark, white or black.
Wine or water or bitterness or sweetness.
Be mad, be quiet, love, hate.
Be happy or sad, laugh or cry.
It's all about life.


What is life?
I hope this album will give you some answers.

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released August 18, 2018

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SONG:BoyuanP
LYRIC:Bear、雾谷久城、喵n葵、BoyuanP、泠森、夏沫
TUNING:雾谷久城、BoyuanP、空野凛司
MIXING/MASTERING:BoyuanP
COVER DESIGN:BoyuanP
PV: 细菌
SPECIAL THANKS:Qport、AUZ

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Like vocaloids very much and often use them to write songs.

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